Tuesday, July 8, 2008

this was the 'wingdings' post...

So Happy Together...
Mom and dad's song! Says is all, doesn't it? When I hear this song only happy thoughts enter my mind. My dear parents have been the most influential, fun people I will ever know. We are a happy family made of 5 very individual daughters who love and adore them. We'll even share a very private 25th anniversary dance with the relatives. The fact is that we'd do anything for these two people. I'm so glad we have senses of humor! I know as a family we will be happy together forever.Which takes me to my next happy thought. My dearest boy, Joshua. Sometimes you need an outsiders view to see and understand something so incredible. Ashley was my outsider, mine and josh's biggest fan. Can you believe how rough high school can be? It's actually a little ridiculous and embarrassing at times, but it can be so trying, and it was. My uncertainty followed me through that time, and then college. I was so confused and angry at times. Life made no sense at times and I felt alone. All of you know I am no communicator and it eats me up. You'll try to make me talk but I hate to be vulnerable, which I think sharing your feelings makes me!! Silly girl! Well, my best friend Ash was always there even if she hated to be, but I'll owe her forever. Her thoughts on my situation with Josh made me finally open my eyes and realize what a wonderful person Josh is. I don't like to brag, but Josh has loved me and only me, no matter what, all these years. He's been my teacher, friend and lover and I still can't believe he's mine. How incredible he makes me feel!! So anyway, lucky me. Being married to him is the best gift I could ever receive. 'I just want you close, where you can stay forever. You can be sure, it will only get better. You and me together, through the days and nights, I don't worry 'cause everything will be alright.' Alicia KeysNext happy thought...my baby Ty Joshua. I am overwhelmed with happiness and excitement. It was a shocker when we found out. I threw the pee stick at Josh, I was very upset! And selfish as I am, I haven't been really happy about this until I heard his heart beat for the first time. I can't believe it, still. I feel I need to grow up a lot still and Josh and I are still getting to know each other, but it's fun, this learning process. Again, I feel so grateful and humbled that Heavenly Father trusts me with this life!
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tiffany nicole said...

i am so excited that you have a non webding blog!!! i just checked your old one and it is ellecarmel instead of laceycarmel. anyway i loved everything you said in here. it's perfect. love you.