It's been awhile... I've wanted to write but intimidate myself. I use to love to write, to get carried away in my imagination, dream of my ever after. I always think I don't have time to sit and release, but I think I'm learning it's these quiet moments of reflection that make me really appreciate my life, my family, my precious angels. Looking back on today, the boys played like crazy ninja warriors, I love hearing them yell and pound down the hall. I'm so glad those 2 have each other. Later after dinner we were lying on a blanket listening to Winter Moon(Mindy Gledhill). The boys all snuggled around me and every once in awhile they'd sit up and just look at me while I sang to them. It made me so happy! And then Emmett decided to roll off the couch onto my face and I flipped - bipolar?yes. Later still we danced with swords and guns to some teenbop cheese. Ty announced 'it's gettin crazy in here' and I burst into happy guffaws, they sure say the silliest things. I wish my mind was a recording machine. I find myself during the day just in love with there words and stories and by the time I stumble into bed I forgot what was so cute, funny, smart. I guess it's just all of them, there soul. I hope they know I love them and cherish my days because of them.